+ Nate + Therapy + Bethany + Worms + Things That I Have Only One Of + Looking at Ducks + Rising + Violets, Time, and Motherhood + Marxism + Pushkin email aaron@belz.net more at belz.net | Looking at Ducks It is good to look at ducks. I never said that I do everything right. I said I do some things right and that the rest is a wash. Meanwhile, I do look at ducks and never regret my choices. Okay, I regret one of my choices, but it had nothing to do with you, and it was totally understandable. I also regret something I said about stars and ducks and about the sky looking down upon the earth the way a monster looks at a child from within a closet, eyes glinting. The eyes, I thought, were stars, and in that scenario we were the ducks. But we are not like ducks, and perhaps in a different sense we don't even like them, but I would still contend that it's okay to look at them, even if a bit fondly, the way a man looks at a child who's scared in bed -- consolingly. For while we are not like them now, we must realize that we once were, so please excuse me while I look at ducks. |